uncontrollable emotions:waitin

I spoke to your brother earlier
he was using your MXIT
everytime he does
he seems so weird to me
like he's cross with me
he used to say "luv ya"
he used to say "mwa"
but he only does that when he uses his
it has crossed my mind many times
that perhaps it is you pretending to be him
to see how I speak to him
well I know you'd get jealous if you knew
cause I love him to bits........................................as a friend only
randomly he told me that you are scared of hurting me
I told him that you hurt me by changing
you hurt me by loving me one minute
then making me feel like you're over me the next
you hurt me by confusing me
by not telling me how you feel
or maybe you do
in the only way you know how
a way that I don't understand
and maybe never will
I miss you
I really do
and I think I could be friends with you
if you'd stop leading me on
if you love me
tell me
I'm ecstatic
but tell me
cause if you leave it too late
you'll lose me
if you don't love me
tell me
I'm sad
but at least I know the truth
and maybe we can be friends
I don't want you out of my life
well even if I did
you are too much a part of my life
for me to ever forget you
I can't
and I'm not going to try again
so now here I am waiting
writing to pass the time
I'm waiting for what you have to say
your brother told me
that when you get home
you are going to tell me whats happening
he said you guys spoke
he wouldn't tell me anything
he said you didn't say anything else
I know he's lying
I'm pretty sure he knows
well I'm still waiting
and no I am not sure if you'll really tell me
so for all I know
I could be waiting here for you forever...............but I won't wait that long