love going around in circles

I had so much I wanted to say to you
but I saw you and it all disappeared
When I'm around you it doesn't matter
but I leave again with a broken heart
I wish I could read your mind
but truth may hurt, and my heart loves your lies

Yesterday I let go of you, but you came running back
Last night I was scared of love, but you swore you'd prove me wrong
Today I'm a fool in love, and you're nowhere to be found
Tomorrow I'll be over you, but it'll all start again....You never change

You're nothing that I want, and everything I crave
You're no good for me. My addiction. I'm your slave.
I love you, and memories are hard to kill
You know my weaknesses, and I lose all control
A habit is hard to kick, maybe that's all we are
but truth may hurt, and my heart loves your lies

Yesterday I let go of you, but you came running back
Last night I was scared of love, but you swore you'd prove me wrong
Today I'm a fool in love, and you're nowhere to be found
Tomorrow I'll be over you, but it'll all start again....You never change

you got me going round in circles, never starts or ends
got me questioning my love for you, what is real?
I can hate you one moment, be falling for you the next
there's never a simple answer, something's always wrong
we make nothing but mistakes, we're a beautiful mess,
I'd love to know what I mean to you,
but truth may hurt, and my heart loves your lies.

Yesterday I let go of you, but you came running back
Last night I was scared of love, but you swore you'd prove me wrong
Today I'm a fool in love, and you're nowhere to be found
Tomorrow I'll be over you, but it'll all start again....You never change

so convincing that you've changed
so deceiving cause you never will
so stupid for believing you
so in love....cause I always will