bloody valentine

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
you just push me away
but you don't know the truth
you think it's just a crush
you don't realize how much I love you

you tear my heart open
and it keeps bleeding
I try to close it
but it's you it's needing
I'm not okay
you crushed me

how could you do this to me
go for my best friend?
fuck I hate this
would do anything for it to end
I'm not okay
I'm messed up and broken

I'm torn into pieces
I just want to sleep for years
maybe by then I'll be okay
maybe you'll have drowned in my tears
I can't stop them falling
but it's not like you care

month of love?
oh please, what a lie
this is the month
that makes me most want to die
what a bloody valentine that would be.....

I'm sorry
our friendship is over
I should've ended it when I fell in love with you