I've moved on

we tried many times
we never worked
when it ended
I was always the one hurt

do you think I still care
after all you put me through?
you ripped my heart into a million pieces
then kept part of it with you

you wouldn't give it back
you kept me on a string
pulling me and breaking me
treating me like your play thing

you always claimed to love me
yet I always seemed second best
I was never alone in your heart
I was thrown with all the rest

I tried to escape you
I tried to run away from the pain
but then you pulled that string
and I was yours again

I tried to cut the hold on me
but your grip was too tight
then you just let go
cause we had a huge fight

I ran and ran as fast as I could
I needed to get away
I thought I had finally escaped
but you were there to stay

you spoke words of love
you spoke words of desire
you pulled me close
you spoke of rain and fire

I tried to make you let go
but my love for you was too strong
it broke me into pieces
cause I knew that it was wrong

memories come back
some good some bad
they haunt my dreams and life
they remind me of what I had

they remind me of you
of how things once were
they remind me of us
before you chose her

you came back to me
but it was never the same
you played me against her
like it was a game

you told her you loved her
you told me I was the one
you told her she meant everything
you told me she was just fun

you lied to me
you broke my heart
then you came back
and tore it further apart

now you tell me
do you really think I still care?
do you think I still love you?
do you think I'll always be there?

you always get jealous
when I'm around another guy
don't you want me to be happy?
should I always break down and cry?

they don't kill me
or break me down
they don't only love me
when I'm not around

I feel safe in your arms
safe from you
I seem to forget
all you put me through

they can't hurt me
the way you do
cause I haven't
fallen for another like you

you played me
then said you feel like jerk
cause you don't wanna hurt me
and you want us to work

a week after you said that
you asked a girl out
you keep rubbing it in
showing what your love for her's about

but I don't think it's love
love doesn't happen so fast
you wouldn't be trying to make me jealous
no, I don't believe you are going to last

You show me a picture of her
I smile and say "how nice"
my face shows no emotion
but on the inside I want to cry

you hurt me
tear me apart
do you think I still care
after you broke my heart?

I don't hate you
but I can't love you anymore
I will forget you
that's what friends are for

you say you want to be friends
but that'll never work
it'll start again with a kiss
and I'll end up getting hurt

you'll get with me
raise my hopes up high
you'll make me fall again
then make me break and cry

after all this time
after all you've said and done
do you think I'm still in love?
do you think you're still the one?

you cause me pain
heartache and stress
I never had your love
I was never the best

looking back in the past
it's so hard to believe
but now I guess its clear
you never truly loved me

so when you ask why I moved on
I'll just laugh at your question
I'll say I never loved you
let's see how you deal with rejection

after all this I know you loved me
your feelings for me were strong
but you couldn't handle them
that's why you led me on

I'm sorry I can't wait
you've hurt me way too much
I can't forgive you this time
you no longer have that healing touch

you came back to me all those times
cause you loved me you can't deny
we had something special together
and it was not all just a lie

we had serious chemistry
major sparks were flying around
when we were together
we both were floating off the ground

but everything has changed
you're a totally different guy
that's why I won't get hurt
this time when we say goodbye

you can't truly believe I still care
do you really think I won't be okay?
honestly I no longer love you
things really aren't the same

now that I've convinced you that I've moved on......won't you please convince me?