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you say can't we just be friends
no, thats not how our story will end
you apologize for hurting me
but that doesn't change anything
you say you feel like a jerk
well that just makes me feel worse
I don't want you to hate you
but don't hate me either
but its one or the other
you try to make things okay
but its false
cause I'm not okay
not when you're around for too long
I stopped you from kissing me
you tried in the rain
I don't think I'd have the strength
to stop you again
all these thoughts in my mind
confusion and pain
I wish they'd all just go away
I don't love you
but I don't hate you
I love you
and I hate you too
you've moved on
but you still want me there
I can't be just be
the girl on the side
but I also can't be
the only girl in your life
I'm not ready to back down
I need to win this fight
it's not against you
but you're also not on my side
I'm not ready to back down
cause I'm still mad as hell
and I don't have time
to fall for you again
I'm not ready to see you with her
it doesn't mean I want to be yours
I'm not ready to love another
but I don't love you either
I'm not ready to remember
cause that beings pain
but even with the goods times
I wouldn't go through it again
I'm not ready to be friends
cause you'll never stop there
I don't wanna be enemies
but I don't wanna care
I'm not ready to be okay
because I'm doing fine
I'm not ready to move on
but I don't want you mine
I'm not ready to change how we are
cause it'll go back
I'm sorry....
I'm just not ready to make things okay
um...just thoughts....want hw I intended da piece to end up....but oh well
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Heyy, really great. And I just wanted to let you know I'm plowing through like 500 more deviations so there's a reason I havewn't commented. I haven't really commented on anything recently. Once I get back down to a managable amount I'll start commenting. Anyways, once again, it's really good. And the words have a flow that you can only really get when you're really feeling the emotion. Nice job.
sexc-blonde-angel Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2007   Writer
haha wow thats alot!!!(alot of them r probably mine...haha sorry bout dat...) thx :)
Np, but you're probably right. It could also have the fact that I have a problem with watching people (the fact that I do it wayyyy too much)
sexc-blonde-angel Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2007   Writer
haha me too :)
Intrinsica Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2007  Hobbyist Writer
Confusions always become clear eventually :nod: :hug: You can make it hun.
sexc-blonde-angel Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2007   Writer
hehe true :hug: thx swtheart...i hope so
autumn-cannibal Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2007
This is a great poem, rich with deeper meaning. I may be sounding repetitive but it's difficult to keep coming up with more and more compliments for your stuff. :) Amazing work
sexc-blonde-angel Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2007   Writer
haha :blush: thx so much!!!!
autumn-cannibal Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2007
You are quite welcome :D
Pyrox666xPheebs Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2007
This is written exceptionally well :)
Well done sweetie :hug:
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